There's somebody standing in the corner of my room.
I think they're me.
I mean, she - think it's a she, the lines are fuzzy - looks like me. A bit, anyway. She looks how I could be. Maybe how I should be. But she keeps flickering and altering - maybe she's just a potential me.
Or maybe she's all the potential mes.
I step closer to her - I can't tell, not really, that expression keeps shifting, but she seems to be happy about it, I think there's a smile (more smiles than frowns, anyway).
I open my mouth to ask her a question, but she shakes her head - that much I can discern. No questions, then. No talking. Just...standing.
I hold a hand to her - my? - cheek. The skin is smooth (mostly), everchanging, quicksilver that seems to take on my fingerprints. Mercurial and chameleon, she shifts and alters. Am I changing her, or is she changing herself?
It's probably more complex than that.
I want to ask her why she's here, how she's here - if she really is me. But I already know the answers to those questions, I just don't want to think about it.
She's the future that I may or may not have.
She took my hand at some point, and now she's gently squeezing it, and I think she's looking at me, most of the time. She won't stay the same.
I could be so many things.
She kisses the top of my head, and I can see it all - I can see all that it could be, all that I could be.
Maybe it isn't too late.
Epic.
I'm very impressed at the level of philosophical musings you can integrate in so little time. Makes me miss university. :)
Believe me, I miss mine, too :3 Which is probaby how these things come about in the first place...
I told myself I needn't go back for 5 years. But I think it may be sooner than that after all... especially with the great intellectual environment in Europe.
Ladygirl of a British persuasion; sometimes I actually write stories that aren't depressing (but not very often)
I write for the http://jupiter-palladium.com, which is a webcomic about superheroes. Interesting ones. Cute ones, too. Which is nice. (It's cheerier than most things I write. That's where the happy goes, guys.)
There's somebody standing in the corner of my room.