I thought it was true love then. I thought it would last forever. I was so in love. It scared me how much I loved him and wanted him all the time. Since then, I've forgotten what that feeling feels like. I try to remember but I can't. I can't replicate the butterflies I felt minutes before seeing him. The trust I thought I saw looking into his eyes. I imagined our lives together. I romanticized him and looked past things I shouldn't have. Its crazy to think at one time, he was my everything and now he's a stranger. I don't know him anymore and he doesn't know me. At one point, we were each other's everything. I'm no longer sad that he is gone but I can't help my think about how different it would all be if we didn't lose each other. Would I be a better or worse person? Would he? I thought I loved him then. And now.. he's just there. There are no words anymore for him.