Round and Round and Round she goes, where she'll stop, no one knows...

"Another cuppa, please. I've got a long night to go" The lady at the bar say, rubbing her eyes

I oblige quietly once she hands over the two pounds fifty it costs.

Life moves fast here. So many people pass through, all of them blur after a while, here on the stretch. Most don't stay more then an hour- others like Howard stay for years. Black and white. Here or gone.

I wish I could be one of the ones to leave here. It's odd, because it...

I don't know how, but she did.

Can't she tell I tried? I really did, no matter what she screams, and no matter how many things she flings at me, or how hard she throws her punches.

My parents say I'm going to hell for what I am, that I'm unnatural and wrong. But how can something so beautiful and pure, be so wrong?

I have to go away tomorrow, they're sending me to some camp to 'fix' me. To make me better or something. Maybe this is for the best...

Day one: It's nice here, I guess. My bunkmate...