I am in Palm Springs the sun the haze the people I am in focus everything behind me is a blur an attractive sexy blur. I am in focus, focus with a lower case f. I want to tell you something I want to tell you what it feels like all hot and steamy the way chilled alcohol burns and tingles demands more my throat loose my toes free the smell of grass the smell of pools. I want to tell you something something about time about memory about thinking that things would never end never get bad I want to tell me something I want to stand and let you focus let you see my eyes my skin the way I am beautiful and moody and sexy and untouchable the way this will never end and has already ended I want to tell you I love and I am not good enough